Paul CliveFeb 19, 20222 min readMonsters in MarginsUpdated: Feb 23, 2022We're off the edge of the map, JackOf Monsters and MarginsOff the edge of the mapWhere monsters are in the marginsThe devils in the details And I still don't understand How this fate is in my handsWith the price of existence risingShouldering the weightStill frantic and so frail Drain the goodness right outVenom or bustFangs at the readyIn the depths of their mouth Born in the graveBlack tar consumerist garbageLungs that cavePaddling with twisted tongues Talk myself out of resistanceFeed complacency at the cost of meThese are the clothes I wearThis cynicism bleeds in colors I cannot perceive The spectrum is crushedNo way to hit the groundHow can I find contrast in all this lonelinessWhen every day is the same? Guilt bulges in this bloodThese veins are fault linesSleep when you're deadGrind your soul to dust to make that bread Nothing of value to sayWith the cost of inaction mountingSurrender at the readyWith my heart in a coffin Fill it with native soilSail to the WestAll this emptiness Just does me head in This iridescent endingWe're all off to warMinding my own businessHow am I the guilty one? Exhausted with the caustic Cause this could be flawlessIf I wasn't jawlessCowardice my first language Talk myself out of persistenceOf making this a meaningful lifeSurrender at the readyManufactured spine of jelly Structure this in fragmentary blissKeeping memories and courtesiesShrapnel of kisses and kindnesses This narcissistic desire for mercy The wave form now collapsedObserving abject objective avoidanceStatistical relapsed Blue sky escapes now voided The upkeep of this event horizonJust send me over the edgeTaking on the appearance of madnessAs yet another excuse Profane before this blasphemous reflectionAspersions cast woven like spellsArcane words worn down to whispersWishing for a love requited Vigilant wanderersDevouring catharsis With errant hungerFor the warmth of thunder How your touch might transform meAnd the wicked reward meIf not abandoned by courageI might yet see the sun The tales we told by the fireOf a place for you and IResting our weary mindsCarving out a place where the world slows down And I still don't understandWhere you wentOr what it meantOff the edge of the mapImage Credit: Héliodore Pisan (1822-1890)
We're off the edge of the map, JackOf Monsters and MarginsOff the edge of the mapWhere monsters are in the marginsThe devils in the details And I still don't understand How this fate is in my handsWith the price of existence risingShouldering the weightStill frantic and so frail Drain the goodness right outVenom or bustFangs at the readyIn the depths of their mouth Born in the graveBlack tar consumerist garbageLungs that cavePaddling with twisted tongues Talk myself out of resistanceFeed complacency at the cost of meThese are the clothes I wearThis cynicism bleeds in colors I cannot perceive The spectrum is crushedNo way to hit the groundHow can I find contrast in all this lonelinessWhen every day is the same? Guilt bulges in this bloodThese veins are fault linesSleep when you're deadGrind your soul to dust to make that bread Nothing of value to sayWith the cost of inaction mountingSurrender at the readyWith my heart in a coffin Fill it with native soilSail to the WestAll this emptiness Just does me head in This iridescent endingWe're all off to warMinding my own businessHow am I the guilty one? Exhausted with the caustic Cause this could be flawlessIf I wasn't jawlessCowardice my first language Talk myself out of persistenceOf making this a meaningful lifeSurrender at the readyManufactured spine of jelly Structure this in fragmentary blissKeeping memories and courtesiesShrapnel of kisses and kindnesses This narcissistic desire for mercy The wave form now collapsedObserving abject objective avoidanceStatistical relapsed Blue sky escapes now voided The upkeep of this event horizonJust send me over the edgeTaking on the appearance of madnessAs yet another excuse Profane before this blasphemous reflectionAspersions cast woven like spellsArcane words worn down to whispersWishing for a love requited Vigilant wanderersDevouring catharsis With errant hungerFor the warmth of thunder How your touch might transform meAnd the wicked reward meIf not abandoned by courageI might yet see the sun The tales we told by the fireOf a place for you and IResting our weary mindsCarving out a place where the world slows down And I still don't understandWhere you wentOr what it meantOff the edge of the mapImage Credit: Héliodore Pisan (1822-1890)
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