Paul CliveMar 23, 20231 min readLash or LeashSelf-control asleep at the wheelBuried in the kind of taskThat carries only a sick appealBack to sleepAt arms lengthNever withheld Anxiety, the lash or the leashAnother mouth to feedThe sullen sun a soured starGrowing to consumeIt has to be thereDirt under these nailsPeel it all awayLayer by layer of fearFar from the belonging soughtYet this isolation is a wishHoping that you'll fall apartCompletion a curse run fromMore selfish pursuitsBurying the lead to believeYou could never be enoughSelf-deception of these perceptionsHelter-skelter in disguiseOnly now realizedConvincing and connivingA mask here down belowReceding then revivingDepressive waves that ebb and flowSurrounded by such living colorsSubmerged in a kind of liquidBottomless it crowds your lungsPulling at the weedsWhere roots beg for the graspingA task of self-reliant violenceHands afraid of the askingPrice too steep to bargainYou'd find her here againAnd foolishly still run your mouthHaving no other projectsInjuries you failed to mendFriendships doomed to failureLoves left meaninglessA wayside for a homesteadTime all for the wastingLiminal you lay your headTrying to convince yourselfWorthlessness is more a ruleThan a guideline after allYou're less than exceptionalAnother headline swallowedBackground radiation The static in your head nowChanging the radio stationIt has to be thereJustificationFor all of this self-hatred Just another cycleUntil the waves returnTo carry you back upA whirlwind you scarcely rememberCarried in the chariots of godsReviving and receiving Manic waves that ebb and flowDeviant you fall from graceFalling in loveHere on your faceFelling feelings spawned in hasteSparks malformedShown as mistakesCut down by spells miscastRattling apart at the seamsA part to play at lastIf only in her dreamsLash or LeashArt is AI generated using Wombo Dream App
Self-control asleep at the wheelBuried in the kind of taskThat carries only a sick appealBack to sleepAt arms lengthNever withheld Anxiety, the lash or the leashAnother mouth to feedThe sullen sun a soured starGrowing to consumeIt has to be thereDirt under these nailsPeel it all awayLayer by layer of fearFar from the belonging soughtYet this isolation is a wishHoping that you'll fall apartCompletion a curse run fromMore selfish pursuitsBurying the lead to believeYou could never be enoughSelf-deception of these perceptionsHelter-skelter in disguiseOnly now realizedConvincing and connivingA mask here down belowReceding then revivingDepressive waves that ebb and flowSurrounded by such living colorsSubmerged in a kind of liquidBottomless it crowds your lungsPulling at the weedsWhere roots beg for the graspingA task of self-reliant violenceHands afraid of the askingPrice too steep to bargainYou'd find her here againAnd foolishly still run your mouthHaving no other projectsInjuries you failed to mendFriendships doomed to failureLoves left meaninglessA wayside for a homesteadTime all for the wastingLiminal you lay your headTrying to convince yourselfWorthlessness is more a ruleThan a guideline after allYou're less than exceptionalAnother headline swallowedBackground radiation The static in your head nowChanging the radio stationIt has to be thereJustificationFor all of this self-hatred Just another cycleUntil the waves returnTo carry you back upA whirlwind you scarcely rememberCarried in the chariots of godsReviving and receiving Manic waves that ebb and flowDeviant you fall from graceFalling in loveHere on your faceFelling feelings spawned in hasteSparks malformedShown as mistakesCut down by spells miscastRattling apart at the seamsA part to play at lastIf only in her dreamsLash or LeashArt is AI generated using Wombo Dream App
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