Disintegrate

Art Generated by AI (Wombo Dream)

If I could explain it

I wouldn't be here again

With these colors in my hand

And these words on canvases

If I could remember

I'd find my way to the end

With solutions in my hands

On how to break down these walls

Neurons flash and feelings clash

At the center of this alpha Sagittarius

Rattling these blackhole bones, all alone

Now collapsed with gravity

The sky rushes past so quickly now

In these memories I regret

Hands buried in the soil here

Hoping I might grow up yet

Wind haunts the valves of this

Abandoned heart rebellious

Carrier wave remembrance

Of a time I felt so alive within

If I could escape it

I'd probably still come back

With these wishes in my hand

And love living in my mouth

If I could recall

A way to spell it all out

Make melodies for you and I

Into something meaningful

Is this all lost in translation?

Putting out a constant stream of information

Images painted like shadows on walls

Nothing more than a meaningless scrawl

I rise baptized in distortion

Pathways like stargates forming

Believing in this fractured performance

A loneliness cemented eternal

If I was ever deemed worthy

I'd be the first to fucking know

Matching fires in your eyes

With constellations in my heart

If I could remember

What it was like to be something

Stardust before a man

Hoping I'd grow loved

The day rushes in so quickly now

Under the sun, disintegrate

Just another victim of daylight

Knowing I can't escape

DISINTEGRATION